Fate? fortune? God's will?
Serendipity?
coincidence?
The power of positive thinking...
giving it up to the universe.
I am not completely dismissive of forces beyond my comprehension, but generally, I am happy to take happiness where I can get it, In fact, I will claim that I have created my own happiness whenever it is even remotely plausible.
I have been a little troubled recently by the troubles of a colleague. I am the friend, the close colleague and, in fact, the coach for this educator. And this person's job performance was not adequate.
And I feel that on many levels I could have, should have, and didn't know how to do more. I am not by any means taking responsibility for the current state of affairs- obviously the job of a teacher requires almost infinite responsibilities and a certain outlook that is less common than many assume.
But I think I could have seen more, done more. Did I need to be less of a teammate and more of a coach? Did I need to be more blunt? Did I need to be more inspiring? Should there have been more direct modeling?
In any case, my dismay led me to request more professional development for working with adult learners. I am FOREVER requesting this kind of pd, and forever met with more SCIENCE METHODS pd. But a good science teacher does not necessarily make a good cognitive coach.
In a long overdue meeting with my principal and my own coach, I said as much.
Between the two of them, they discussed several possible courses of action.
And within two hours, I was booked for a 4 day professional development conference!
I will be attending with four close colleagues from my school.
Kismet? Luck? Asking for what I wanted?
Hey, whatever works.
1 comment:
I have had the same self doubts. I am just sick about the whole thing. Did I do him any favors by not saying anything? Enjoy your workshop.
xoxo
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