Saturday, March 20, 2010

Fascinating Me

Some stuff I've come to realize:
  • I am not good at keeping up with relationships if they're not right in my face.  I WANT to be, and I think I am fundamentally a loyal person, but I'm not consistent.
  • However, the friends that I do have are pressed to examine their emotions and motivations and then share their conclusions with me.  I wade into still waters, step on thin ice, and open the flood-gates.
  • A couple of people have called me "competitive" in recent years.  The first one who called me that shocked me so deeply that I actually argued with her.  Competitive is perhaps how it appears- although it's a term that I equate more with aggressive success in business, sports, whatever.  The truth is that I crave attention.  I was never into sports.  I was into theater.  Think about it.

1 comment:

Einstein's Relative said...

I do not see you as competitive. What were they referring to?

xoxo